hey people. I don't think would read my blog. Hahah. Who cares. Blog is where i let out all my feelings that i cant let out to people. Blog is where i can scream, i can let out my anger , share my happiness , share my sadness. Im a person who don't really know how to express myself out in public. haishh. Recently , i notice that i can communicate with people in twitter more than face-to face. i see myself more to sadness than happiness in life. Why?

haishh. these few days, i feel so stressed up. i left with 3 more days to one assignment deadline. but i dont even a quarter done.  this is not because im lazy.  but i dont even know how to do at all.  all my friends only say dunnoe,but will end up with an A or B while me? ? I dunnoe.

Why is this happening?  i thought by listening to my bro,it will help me. I always had this phrase "nevermind, no harm learning new things" in my head. But theres no point now. It looks like im the only one who is learning new things with a very slooooooow pace. I hate myself for this.. But isit to late? I dunooe. Feel like dropping. But i feel guilty towards brother. He asked me to join. I know he cares bout my future. And i did try. But im here suffering without him knowing. He buying me a laptop soon for a belated bday gift. As he knows i need a good laptop for.my course. But he doesnt know that im stressing here. Im scared to tell him.  Ask a few opinions from friends and sisters. I scared if i ask my parents, i scared i may breakdown even before i start the topic to them. 

Ps: ya allah, berilah lah aku petunjuk mu. Aku betul2 binggung.  

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Its already january 21012.  1 and a half more month to the end of my yr 1 of poly student. So far, what i like bout my poly life is less than 10%. First i dislike my course. Then secondly, not so much friends in poly. Third, sem2 module gave me a tremendous hard time!  especially ITIPJ and IADEV. This two modules i dont understand a shit. 

One thing i like is that i improved on my maths ((;  

I just want this sem to finish off fast.

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