Monday, November 09, 2009
Back from singapore!!1 week at malaysia was awesome eventhough there is a boring days. where we have nothing to do. So away for 1 week , i was terribly missed my damn laptop as without him( refer to the lappy) i could not check my mails.erghh!!!get to play fireworks there(mercun)fuhhpowerss!!!1 week of thinking of the same thing over and over again. And i have made up my mind . i will wait and slowly wait for the time to come. Before i got any further ,or in other words , if i really like him ,i would want to be friends first then close friend then i can decide to tell him my true feelings towards him.But there is a slight problemo . HE WONT EVEN ANSWER ANY OF MY MSGS OR MSN CHATS!!!tried asking him things or just saying hello.but didnt even replied.my friends talk to him,he replied but me ... erghhh....effing pissed off at times. . but i tell myself that if i badly want him , i must wait and time will come one day by itself.So today i guess i wanna slack at one place to relax my mind but dont know where to go.
p/s:time will come one day.blogging@0958hrs.
Friday, October 30, 2009
wei people ~~
its been almost 3 weeks school had ended for me and the rest for sec 4na and nt.
bored at home ..nothing to do.
Now i know why i couldnt sleep.Coz usually during school holidays, i usually would be on the phone or hanging out with friends and usually sleep at 3am. haha ..Just day dream in the afternoon and suddenly thought of it.
But now i cant hang out anymore . fren had go NS and others had others things to do.
miss them so much lah seeyyy..
so tomorrow going to Jb. and spending there for 1 week..Dont know if i could use the comp.
heehe..CIK, pinjam comp eyh??..hehehe
So KAK ROS, i would like to CLARIFY to u Bout "cant sleep".It had been confirm that it is not because of HIM. but Because of my beloved friends at GOODVIEW..hahaha..
p/s:suddenly felt so relieved and happy today.blogging@0128hrs
Thursday, October 29, 2009
I cant sleep PeopLe!!!
From last two days . mAybe kept thinking bout him...
everytime i close my eyes, i would think about him .tried to get rid him of my head but i cant
Sudah hampir 10 bulan , aku menyimpan perasaan cinta kepada si
dia . Pada mula, ku cuma anggapnya seperti kawan biasa , Tetapi ,hari demi hari ,perasaan suka mula berputik di dalam hatiku . Jarang ku Berbual dengan si dia kerana kami berlainan kelas dan jarang jumpa . Tapi setiap kali ku berjumpanya semasa ada kelas , aku akan berasa seram sejuk . Entahlah kenapa. Kawanku mula usik ku sehingga hari ini . Tetapi perasaan ini sudah terpendam di dalam tubuhku sehinggakan sukar untuk ku luahkan kepada si dia.Aku segan
dan malu untuk bercakap terus terang bahawa ku mencintainya. Ku takot,jika sesudah dia tahu kebenaran , dia tidak akan berbual dengan ku.Pernah sesekali cuba SMS nya tetapi tidak pernah dia menjawabnya. Tetapi bila kawan ku SMS nya menanya khabar
seperti ku , dia membalas .Apakah makna itu? Pernah sekali kawan ku tanya kenapa tidak mahu SMS ku , Dia berkata "aku rasa lain bila msg
dia"Maksudnya apa?Tetapi pada satu hari nanti, Ku akan memberitahunya hal yang sebenar. Ku harap dia akan faham akan
perasaanku dan tidak akan mengelak dariku.
Luahan ini Ku tujukan kepada seseorang
yang ku cintai.
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p/s;i cant go to sleep.blogging@0027hrs