Tears usually make one stronger. But not me. Why everytime i think of something sad and happy? Why everytime i have negative thoughts instead of positive? Why do i some time cry when even a small real scolding from parent? Every tears dropped, it don't make me any stronger.
Not only that, just because of a small thing that can make me cry, it can turn to a lot of things. Whatever happened in the past are still fresh in my mind regardless how happy i was and how i try to forget all the bad memories. I feel weird with myself. I can'remember mostly all my subject but i can clearly remember what happen to me in the past. Tears always make me feels better for a moment. I love to cry alone where no one sees. Where i can let out all my emotions. I will try to control my tears whenever im with someone no mattee who - parents,friends,siblings even strangers. Those who have seen me cried before, it shows that i really cant control any longer. Or perharps i need someone to lend a ear to my problems:'(
P/s : sorry for being emoshit tonight.
Just a random letout.
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