I don't know why I keep blogging about you. By the time you know that I'm always writing about you, you will be disgusted.If a person that you don't like keep waiting for you and blogging about you, one day you will be irritated,right ? But I can't do anything . Sorry if bothers you . But this is what I feel . No one can stop me from writing what I feel towards anyone. Tried to move on ,but .... My friend did ask me once why I don't want to be in a relationship. Is not that I don't want but there is no one that can take my heart. Have not found the so called "MR RIGHT!" . Sometime I look at my friends. Their luck is with them .. After a breakup, straight away got a another person in life. When I'm here still finding. HAHAHAHA. I find it funny sometime . Being single is actually good. No problem, no fighting , no jealousy. And you feel free. But sometime you need someone to be next to you when you are down. And that someone you really need sometime is not your family nor friends but a person people call  "A boyfriend / A girlfriend". A special friend .  A special friend that will be at your side when your friends and family are not free .

Its partly my fault too . Did not know how to handle relationship last time. Maybe I was too young and very scared if parents got to know that I'm in relationship. I felt wrong toward my ex. How I wish I can rewind time. But nevertheless, we are still friends. But now, if I'm a relationship, the first person I will tell my sister , follow by Umi 's side than  my OWN parents. Its because I know that my parents are not that open minded as compared to my sister and Umi's side . Especially my father . We might joke about it. Sometime i got a warning . Haish. I don't know. Menyerah aje kepada Allah. Amin.